Thursday, December 15, 2005

A summary of my Orange belt karate Exam

wow

As you can tell, that ^ is not orange. You are correct. I did not get my orange belt. I got a green one, which means I skipped a kyu grade. I really don't know what to feel. Firstly I really want to thank my senseis and sempais for putting that much trust in my skills and I feel very honored especially since it's the first time they have skipped a stutent. On the other hand I was very dissatisfied with my performance during the exam. I didn't go low enough, I was exhausted too quick and I was so nervous I was all. So I kinda feel like I cheated or something because I didn't do my best. But I will work even harder from now on because this trust put in me comes with responsibility to live up to those standards. Which I will. The only thing I REALLY need to work on, is my self esteem. I can't go get worried about my stances to my fellow 7th kyu studends and then skip one grade above them... I feel bad about that, but I honestly could not judge my performance at all. So.

There I am. 9 month of Karate training and having a green belt. I think for once in my life I should stop being self concious and be proud of myself. There, I'm proud.

*is proud*

And here is a big happy grin: :-D

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

To prove how small our problems are compaired to those of others:






And it's lazy donating, too, meaning, all you have to do is sms a word there and you're done... lol

I'm gonna, of course :)

AHHHHHRGH Goddam fucking shit eating asses of a floo shop guys!! argh!!!

well GREAT!!!!

goddammit!!! Those fuckers!!! I took today off and we cleared out the living room & kitchen yesterday (HUGE amount of work for 2 girls all by them selves and it's a giant mess) so that those floor loser people could come by and FINISH OFF THE JOB THEY STARTED 6 MONTHS AGO!!! Well guess what... they all of a sudden don't have all the fucking material they need to finish the job and they need to order more and come back later. WHAT THE FUCKING PISS SHIT HELL IS WRONG WITH THOSE GODDAM MORONS!!! ARGH ARGH!!! I wanna kill them!!!! What the hell???? After EVERYTHING they've fucked up they STILL can't get it right??? The Material SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE TO FUCKING BEGIN WITH!!! WE ALREADY PAID FOR THAT, YOU ASSES!!!!!

ARGH!

First they can't LOOK properly to see the floor won't fit under the old door, so then half way through us moving, when the house is still empty, they decide to simply just STOP, not even finishing the stuff they COULD do anyways. So then we get the old door replaced as fast as we can, with a company who did a lovely job, which shows that IT CAN WORK, and we still have to wait ages for them to come and finish what should take less than 1 day. So they are SUPPOSED TO START this monday but on the weekend we get a call that they CAN'T start on Monday because there's not ENOUGH staff. So I had to switch OFF DAYS also. Now they are here and they SMOKE IN OUR HOUSE without even asking if it was okay (it's nice weather out, they should just have gone outside) then they are on the phone the whole time, and by the looks of it now it seems they aren't even gonna make it today... it's 2 and they haven't even laid the last section of floor yet that they came to do. And the sidebits, those ledges between floor and wall, well they showed up with less than HALF the amount they need for our big room, eventhough they had COME BY about a month or so ago to see how much they NEEDED!!!

ARGH!! I'm so pissed off I don't know what to do. I wanna set their stupid floor shop on fire and snap their necks or make sure the consumentenbond fires all their asses and shuts down their stupid "company"

But there's nothing we can do. We have to take ANOTHER DAY OFF and go through this HELL of living UPSTAIRS and not having a living room AGAIN. OMG I HATE those people!!!!!

ARGH!!!! Someone help me take out my agression... I need to puch something.

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I feel a little better now after typing all this, but man... grrrr

so, ANYONE WHO READS THIS: DON'T EVER BUY A WOODEN FLOOR AT THE OLD FLOOR SHOP IN THE HAGUE!!! THEY WILL SCREW YOU OVER BIG TIME!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Taken from Angel:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

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:O oi... quite accurate there :o :o :o wow