Hmmm

Lookie what I found:



I made that 4 years or so ago. It's quite funny...

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Anyways. So I talked to my family and they said that my grandma is doing fine. She's preparing to move on. Sure there is moments when she is distrought but that's natural and normal in the situation. But at least she knows and believes that her life goes on. The funeral is on Feb 13th. My Angel and I will go there and we'll stay with my grandma and spend some time with her.

As if all that is not enough, Angel's dad had intestine cancer some years ago and he now went to the doc for checkups and the blood values were bad. :( He has bleedings and is in loads of pain. I don't want to be all sad and fear the worst but I can't help it. It went so fast with my granddad that I think of that right away. It's not fair. This year was supposed to become better now!!! Poor Angel. She's in panic mode and I don't know how to help her other than being there for her like she is for me. I love her with all my heart and I know we'll get through all sorts of stuff... I only wish fate would stop throwing it at us in groups. One at a time, please!

Well. We can't change anything and we also don't know anything for certain now. So it's best not to get too worked up.

Man, life sucks... :(