STOP IT!!!!!!

What the hell is going on??? This country is losing it!!! A week ago this writer and film-maker who was well-known for his ignorant rants about religions, especially the islam, has been murdered by a brainwashed muslim youngster. The motive was apparently the things he said. Whereas that man, Theo van Gogh, yes, related to the painter who cut of his own ear, was hated by many muslim and non-muslim people in this country the big shock to this country is the fact that you now can apprently not openly say your opinion. I personally think that what he said was always borderline and always meant to provoke others, but it still does not justify murdering him.

So now, that event has triggered this insanity in the netherlands. It's just a week later and muslim institutions, like primary schools, kindergardens, mosques (spell?) or community houses are falling victim to vandals. They are put on fire, sprayed with graffitti hate slogans and in return christian churches are being put on fire as well. There is this air of total insecurity what will happen next. An extremist muslim group who have already done terrorist attacks in other countries are now threatening the dutch government and its people to stop it or else we will pay. nice. Since we all didn't even do anything. This country is being run by nazis and muslim terrorists right now! What the fuck??? So some shitty skinhead throws a molotof cocktail at a muslim school, the rest of the country condemns that and investigations start, and then we have to pay for it??? This hatred on both sides is not going to end well and it sucks that again, as usual innocent people are in the midst of it.

Last night I thought I dreamt that I heard loads and loads of sirens outside. This morning I find out it's not a dream. The police has done arrests in our city, The Hague, during the night which resulted in several explosions, shootings (all things that don't happen often here), agents got hurt and they arrestest some guy. Additionally the airspace above and around The Hague is closed off for all air traffic. What the hell is going on??? Did they just prevent a terrorist attack on one of the UN buildings or on a government building or something??? I'm really scared. i always thought we'de die because the US will bomb us, but it looks like it's more likely that we'll die in a terrorist attack by either muslim extremists or neonazis. great.

And all of a sudden the fact that IKEA still has not delivered the missing parts for our couch and that we sit on the floor is so unimportant.

Man I wish I could make a virus that would only affect people that have all that hatred in them and it would suck the hatred out of them.