All this blood shed...

A traincrash in Amagasaki, Japan, close to the city of Osaka, killed at least 50 people and wounded 340 this morning during rush hour.

Man, I don't know what to say, that's so horrible! many children were in that train. They don't know the cause of the crash yet. Some say the conductor went too fast because he was running late, others say the train rammed a car. The train derailed and crashed into an apartment building. There still people stuck inside the train. The conductor is my age and he's been conductor for only 11 months. Does that have anything to do with it? Should it? Man. Shit!

And to stay on this sober topic of death, a series of "family dramas" has shaken the Netherlands in the past weeks. First a traffic cop shoots his 3 sons and wife in their sleep and then commits suicide 2 weeks ago, then a father in the town of Zoetermeer reports his wife and two young daughters missing only to be arrested a week later for the murder of the 3. What the hell is wrong with people? That guy actually killed his wife and small daughters, in a disgusting blood-shedding sort of way (the blood traces in his house and car got him arrested), then he reports the mother and oldest daughter sick at work and school, drives down to the border to Belgium, burries them in a forest and a week later he reports them missing. WHAT. A. SICKO!!! I'm not usually for death penalty, but this sick bastard has the entire country's hatred on him. Everyone wants to see him suffer and die a slow painful death.

What's even more sad and/or disturbing, is that January this year, in the same town, a mother strangled her two children in their sleep and then jumped in front of a train. One of those children went to the same elementary school as the oldest girl in the more recent murder. That school is totally traumatized! Another kid from that school, alreday asked his dad when he was going to kill him. Can you just imagine what's going through the heads of those small children? And since the January drama, the school already had psychiatric sessions for the children to deal with the first murders, and the girl that was now murdered by her father knew exactly what happened when he killed her. Man the horror! What a fucking bastard!!!

What is wrong with this world?

Sometimes I feel so helpless with all this violence and human-inflicted death on this planet that I just wanna scream! Argh!