Outch!

Great, so I have stupid blisters on my fingers from playing guitar again after such a long break. All my fingertips on my left hand have white bulges and the inner side of my ring and index fingers are also all swollen from sliding up and down the blues scales... I love my new guitar!! It's the most gorgeous guitar I've ever played... But now I can't because I personafy sissyfication!!! I'm such a loser!!!